Kathryn
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I had the test to see if the weird things happen whilst it's on, as they never have none of them, except a bit of pounding. I'm one of these people who needs to know what is going on, whilst having that test I had most of what I experience. Least now the doctors can see what I am explaining, when they get the results back they can either say right its this because of this or they can reassure me so if I get it again I can not have that niggling doubt in my head.
I do not sit there worrying each and every second, it just all very uncomfortable, and yes maybe it is all benign and I am trying my hardest to get over this, I've taken some big steps in my life.
These past few weeks I've felt not myself, racing heart beat, loss of voice, still not completely right, feel very tired, felt really giddy the other day, to the point I had to go and sit down, my sinuses are feeling puffy on and off, and I just want to feel myself again. I suppose I have had a bit of stress, I held the after bit to my nephew/godsons christening and had spent weeks trying to finishs bits in the house that we hadn't had time to do (Like finishing bits in the bathroom!) then on Monday my Husband s step dad was taken to hospital with chest pains and you guessed it he'd had a heart attack, he's only 49! (although he has high cholesterol and diabetes before I panic anyone reading this), so I've been worrying about him also due to this I'm down 2 child carers so have that stress to, we've just found out my husband doesn't get his full pay on holiday so we're looking to loose £200 - £400 when we go on holiday thats not including my wages as I'm a temp for a agency and do not get much holiday pay, so with 6 weeks to go we've got to find that money and more to spend on food and diesel whilst we're there, I'm just sick of this I try and listen to RLR's advice that you make things happen for yourself and me and my husband are working and trying to do just that but then things like this happen to us all the time, as soon as we can see light at the end of the tunnel someone adds another bend to it. Whats that all about????? We are trying to sell our Chrysler not because we want to either, it's just a nightmare! There are no more hours my husband can work I do my best but I have 3 children aswell so I do what I can and am relying on other people to look after my youngest and pick up the other 2 so I can go to work. Sorry to go on, but it just feels like whenever we're on the way up someones always trying to kick us back down!
I have a question about something else the past year I have noticed that my feet turn a funny colour when cold or if I have been standing for a while, they go red whish I know is normal but they have orange and purply patches on them to, quite a few people have mentioned about them recently and I was wondering what this could be?
Thank you for letting me moan!
Kath x
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