Barb
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Well the last year has been horrible for me. Last Dec. My father died. We were very close. Now, my aging mother is having health issues. Plus, I now am facing surgery too in the next few months, plus my own health, I have a chronic UTI I can't seem to get rid of, even after 4 bouts of antibiotics, ugh. My family is having difficulty with family matters, seems like everything is falling apart. My dog is dealing with cancer, My husband work is very slow. Everyday I am having anxiety issues. Seems like there is no way to truly relax.
I have been having the palps steady, some days very bad, some days not so bad. Now with surgery looming, I wonder if having palps like this will be bad? Will my heart do this goofy skipping thing during surgery?? The more I think about it the more anxoius I get. It's bad enough to have such a fear of surgery, now all the added problems.
As I write this my palps are felt, not real strong, but there, you would think Iwould get used to them. I learned so much here. I have had them steady, off and on, now for about 3 years.
I thought I would connect with you all again, because I have not been here in a long while. Seems life is getting pretty tough these days.
I need to get into the anxiety area and read how to cope with fear and anxiety.
Hope all are well and palp and anxiety free!
Barb
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