angiebaby
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Thanks bead for taking the time and trouble to keep reading my moans!! I do appreciate you helping me and you really know what it feels like which is a great help to me. I have been trying to do the positive thinking thing and telling myself over and over that i have been ill for 3 years now and if it was anything horrible they would have found it or i would be dead already! I tell myself that i have been dizzy for two years and nothing's happened yet and i am certainly not alone, but you know what it is like don't you. It is so very, very difficult. To live like this is awful, a disease that they could find and treat would be easier as it is 'real' by everyone's standards, not just ours! So difficult because it is a mental thing i think and even harder to deal with but the physical symptoms are VERY real indeed. People who haven't been here don't understand, can't stick a plaster on it and make it better, nothing to see etc, etc. I had a terrible day yesterday, very dizzy and floaty. Feelings of doom all day long and for no reason at all. I was at home with my boys, didn't have to go out at all, but i really suffered. Also my bp was elevated all day too, it is normally ok or lowish, so don't know what that was all about. Obviously an anxious inside's day, lol. Today isn't a lot better really, well, the doom has gone off a bit thank goodness, but now hubby had D & V and scared about him. Keep telling myself it is just a bug and it will go, why do we get so scared about stupid little things that never bothered us before. But i suppose, considering, a bit better today really. I hope you are ok today, and i know what you are going through with the palpatations, i hate it. I move out of the chair and my heart goes into overdrive. Gets even higher just lately than before to, now it is almost always in the late 80's or 90's and i don't even have to do anything, just sitting. Lol. And the flipping ectopics too, aren't we blessed. I hope your palpatations are a bit better today and they aren't driving you too mad. Could do with a bit of peace from them i think. Trouble is if they stop and then come back it makes us feel even worse doesn't it, lol. Speak soon, thanks again.x
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