LOL Andrea, I'm with ya on the lightning. You wanna see me run fast, watch me go from a car to a house during a thunderstom. It's comical! I live in Florida so we get plenty of lightning  

The A Fib post freaked me out too. But I look at A fib this way, worst case scenario if it did happen one day (and thats a BIG if) It's VERY RARLEY life threatening. Heck the even tell people to wait like 2 hours I think be for coming in to get thier rythm converted back to sinus. So although I'm sure it would suck having it happen, you aren't going to die from it.  

Aks, things will get better for you I promise. It was long ago I was feeling exactly how you feel right now. It gets easier, you will adjust. Sitting at work today I had a good run of extra beats in a row, made me jump, but when it ended, I moved on with my day. Acceptence of these things are key. We have to all stop fighting them and just let them be. I have faith we can all get to that point.

Take care everyone.