Hi
I recognize parts of your symptoms. Espescially the connection ith that sore spot under sternum and ribcage. So often I wonder if I have a stomach or esophagus problem. I aslo have the skipped heart beats at moments you have them. I do have pain on my chest 24 / 7 for over some years now. massive burping and belching.
Everyone will point you to anxiety..
but maybe you have GI symptoms and some skipped beats which are in almost every case normal activity of the heart I have learned from some cardiologists I trust.
Upon these symptoms you react with fear anxiety and yes even I do believe (and if you read my postings and the way I doubt things than you know that means something
) that focusing and anxiety feelings about your symptons increase your sensations. you train yourself in constant focusing and anticipating the next skipped beats..
The only thing I still dont get or believe is that it was anxiety that CAUSED your sensation in the first place
In my opinion that is something physical ..GI, GERD, just having skipped heart beats which a lot of people have.. but benign..
So it started physical (benign).. but we tricked ourselves in believing it to be deadly or dangerous. (and from the moment we linked that thought to the sensations we are/were doomed)
So.. what to do?
Maybe look into the GERD thing, and eating.. ( I really do feel the same as you..) in some movements of the body..notice the same things..
and start to believe you are ok although you have symptoms..
Bayroot only wrote yesterday a nice post about it in the thread....
here is a question...... offcourse RLR writes numerous great posts about it.. and in that thread you can read..George and Big Country also and Martin Petersen too.. You will read a lot of similar stories and feelings..
I wish you all the best my friend. I'm struggling with this for 5 years now..started in my mid 30;s !!
hang in there