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I know that most people respond to heart palpitations with serious concern because it's frightening to have strange feelings coming from such a vital organ. I suppose my question is whether or not I should see a doctor about my recent occurrences, or if I too, am one of the many paranoid. I know, I know, if you have any issues, you should see a doctor, not a forum, but I've had irregular palpitations, like many people, since I was a child and it has never been a problem for me, but recently I'm wondering if I am more stressed than I admit, and that's the cause of my increased palpitations, or if it is a physical concern I should be more worried about.
I'm a 24 year old female with a fairly healthy diet. I exercise less than I am used to because I am focused on finishing my degree in the next year and find myself studying more than ever before, balancing a job, and new life situations. (Stress, right?)
I was diagnosed with valvular insufficiency at birth and was monitored at checkups as a child; though I had irregular palpitations, everything was fairly O.K. I was able to join the track team and was an avid runner in my early years of college. My doctor only warned me to take it easy if I was exhausted quickly, but I never noticed if I was because running is tiring anyway. Once in college, I didn't have a doctor, nor health insurance. I take advantage of check-up, both general and female checkups through the university, and the doctors usually stop to listen to my heart multiple times with a twist in their brow but when I tell them about my irregular heart beat, they don't make much of it. I don't either, until now.
It must have been a little over a month ago I started getting these heavy "drop" feelings, like my heart would make one big pump. I didn't take it too seriously because I knew I was just ending a stressful semester, so I started exercising and relaxing more. The noticeable irregularity has increased and I am frequently tired. I take deep breaths or sigh a lot (but have always done that, and I believe it may be related to anxiety, so of course that can be managed). Other than feeling uncomfortable, it hasn't been an issue until today, when I suddenly felt very "off" at work.
Because my job is in customer service, and I happened to be on register, it was a shock to me when I had to interact with a customer. My language became paralyzed and I had to ask what they had just said to me because I heard the words but it's as if they did not compute. I then turned to a coworker, who I was talking to previously, and I had forgotten what we were talking about. She asked me a question regarding the topic and I tried to answer but the words would not construct a sentence. I suppose it felt like I had to fish every individual word out and the flow was very staccato. She looked at my face and stopped what she was doing and asked "are you okay"? "You don't look very good" and it frightened me, so found a way to say yes, though it was difficult to even answer that question. I slowly regained a sense of language and decided to put a shipment away because it was embarrassing to try to speak. Still it was incredibly mentally taxing to put items where they belonged and I started lining things up in front of where they would go before putting away them because the process was difficult to construct. My whole body felt warm and soupy and chest was extremely tight with a sharp pain around my sternum. I was physically exhausted (and rightfully so with only three hours of sleep) but even putting a cap on a bottle took extreme focus. My boss asked me if I needed a break and some food, but I had eaten not too long before that. I had a taste of blood in my mouth, but I'm sure there was non there. I felt almost drunk and my sight was trailing a bit. (Something that's been happening lately) It was more frustrating than anything. This was something I have never experienced before. I went home and sat the rest of the day because I felt burnt out.
I'm not sure if this is linked to valvular insufficiency, or if it was mental and was more likely to be an anxiety attack. I have had one anxiety attack nearly a year ago, I felt similarly weak, it was sudden, I collapsed, and broke out in a sweat, with nausea and tears began rolling down my face though I wasn't sad. I was weak when I got up and had to lie down the rest of the day and relax. Both experiences were different, but perhaps they share the same route but manifested differently?
-I
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