I know you are right, RLR. All I was trying to point out is a change in symptoms and the only basis that I have to worry right now is the change in pvc's. When the pvc's changed in frequency and duration that is when I started to get concerned that changing symptoms meant something was going wrong. But I understand what are getting at. That the symptoms are not 'new' and will still be benign. I know the more I worry the more my adrenaline stays increased, and the more symptoms I will get as a result of worrying that something bad will happen.
It's not that I enjoy worrying, I hate it so much! Sure we all think: "I wish these would just go away" because they are annoying, uncomfortable and frightening. And being frightened by them is only natural. I understand that they are benign and does not constitute a life threatening problem, nor does it mean something is changing in my heart. I realize the only thing changing is my anxiety in regard to them, but that is the tough part for me. Is not being scared when I get them.
When I get many, many per minute, it's an awful feeling and I do get distressed over them, even though I know they are benign. Just feeling them upsets me, because like us all we wish they would "go away."
I know the root of my problem is the worry about them, hence increasing them. So I really need to work on that by realizing how they happen (the feedback loop, ie: worry, vagus stimulation, pvc's, worry, etc, etc, etc)... And I will be honest and say that it will take me awhile to come to terms with these. It certainly won't happen overnight and noone can give me a magic pill to make these go away, so I just have to learn to relax and understand where they are coming from.
I just visited my Cardiologist today...
She listened to my heart and heard the pvc's. An EKG was done and of course none showed up in that 2 min's (always happens that way!), but she also said she wanted to repeat the echo. Which I had done as well today. I do not have the results from that yet, but do know my ejection fraction was 55%, which I guess is normal. The Tech said as far as he could see everything looked okay, except for a small leak in my valve.
She said my QT measurement on EKG was 358, which I suppose is good, right?
My Cardio also wanted to order a 48 holter, but I asked her would it change anything to know if I am having way more than usual and she said "not really." The prognosis would still remain the same, so I opted out of doing the holter. Simply because if I had an actual NUMBER of those pvc's, then I know I would just worry more. So that as a GOOD starting point for me was so deny more testing, and focus on the root problem. So I am going to let it be and try and focus on my worry/anxiety instead. I am on no meds either for them.
The Cardio said they will increase and decrease in frequency. But that it is good that I be evaluated any time they increase like that. She wants to see me in 3 months.
At this point, I know what I need to do. I have the tools within myself, I need to put them to good use. I will let you know how I am getting alone.
Thank you for your honest advice. I know you have seen this stuff before and have much experience with it. I also know that you know your stuff and I have to trust in what you say and the advice you give.
Lastly, I want to say thanks again. I know I have been a royal PITA! I am sorry for that.
Steff