Hi Rich
I'm awaiting a assertiveness course, but as always theres a massive waiting list.
I always worry about what I've said and re-run it in my head over and over, like you really.
I think I felt funny as I may have a virus, my eyes hurt if I move them side to side or up and the back of my neck keeps aching. My daughter come down with Chicken Pox yesterday, the other 2 had it when they were 4 and 2, so bless her she's covered in big red spots, luckily she's not been to bad with it just a bit more wingy.
Also went out to a Ann Summers party last night and thats always good for a giggle with the girls so feel ok today.
We've been getting on alot better so far with the friends we had a big argument with last year, I do not want it getting as it was before too quickly but it's nice to be friends. I actually invited my friend along last night.
It sounds as if your ex friends are trying to make a mends, but it's nice their sending the children cards especially if they are god parents as they are up keeping their responsibility. Even when me and my friends fell out last year, I still sent my friend God mother cards and she sent God daughter card at christmas. As it's not the childrens fault. If they have caused you problems perhaps it's best to stay away.
We have some strange friends, but I'm sure they may think me and my hubby are strange sometimes too.
I think your fine, I think you'll feel better when you've seen the cardiologist again. I've had times where I've worried myself as things have felt differentely than normal, try not to anaylse too much, I know it's easier said than done.
Hope your daughter had a lovely birthday. By the way are you in the UK?
Hope you feel ok
Kath x