I think its not that easy and simple too just say."well its all anxiety related or vagus related" When you are 35 years healthy as can be and over night it goes wrong I think its normal that you start to think and possibly worry whats wrong. or what went wrong. I'm no doctor, I will never be one, but i'm not a dummy either. I ve studied and read alot about mental and physical health and because of that , only after a year of asking my doctors to do an astrup cause I was convinced that if it wasnt my heart that i should have chronic hyperventilation , they finaly did what I asked. And behold. I had huge chronic levels of hyperventilation. The same story with my costochondritis. I kept having a lot of problems and pain in my chest. my doc said.. anxiety.. I said. could be, but not everything in life is anxiety..people do get sick.. and behold after another half year of rope pulling I finaly was allowed to go to the specialist ( its how it works in my country) and when i came to the hospital the man who did the diagnostics..wanted to exclude a tumor.. Did everything turned out ok, than he also believed costochondritis to cause my pain.
than last year I got a problem with my vision. double vision. even that double vision was put aside as.. "anxiety or nothing out of the ordinary". hmm hmm.. in the end I didnt let go and behold I have a (congenital) 4 nerve problem from by brain to one of my eye muscles.
So ..you stated.. we know our body..
yes..i do believe we do. I also believe that anxiety aggrevates a lot of symptoms and let you feel crazy symptoms in your body. I also believe that if you FEEL that something is not going well in your body, and you FEEL bad physicaly, and doctors dont find an answer or cause for this symptoms and you come back for them cause they didnt leave you easily are bombarded with anxiety or hypochondriac. Now this might be true, cause offcourse you are worried when you feel worse. you should be a young healthy human , at least that what my doc says,but i keep answering but I feel like crap.. 24 hours a day.
What I cant understand is that why do people think that accepting something is just anxiety is the cure. the only thing that it accomplish is that you DEAL better with your symptoms. and if ALL your symptoms come from anxiety , in the end you may feel better. But before starting to believe that its all anxiety you have to have some actual proof it IS anxiety why you have symptoms.
As in my story I had to basicaly diagnoze myself the past years cause if I had believed I had anxiety than i didnt know I had.. costochondritis, I had CHV, I had a long term or congenital 4 nerve problem and so on. now all these things arent deadly diseases and I never realy was convinced i had one but because i had no answer anything remains possible imo . I just felt anxiety ALONE wasnt the answer. I now visit someone who specializes in anxiety related issues..and after a year even she is still puzzled if I have anxiety or not. She really said to me. in 20 years doing this I never had anyone in front of me with that much weird symptoms. She doesnt believe either its ALL ANXIETY. Does it play a part ? oh hell yess.. i really believe also.
So if my latest symptoms.. body burning.. like a sunburn .. the same feeling comes up when i rub over my skin. heavy legs.. easily red skin when i lean on my knees with my elbows or when I lean again something with my back.. my skin easily reddens. 24 hours a day i have this all over my body... then i would like to have more explanation why nothing is wrong or why this is anxiety if it suits so many other disorders out there. ( neuropathic, MS, due to malignant cancer, fibromyalgia, hypothyroid, liver/kidney and so on) .
The only way to think its nothing serious or anxiety is by exclusion or by a good explanation. I find when you some times ask for this or double check cause there so many symptoms and you want to be as clearly as you can than i feel that it almost feel like I offended someone because I'm careful about my body and I want to know whats wrong cause I have 2 children to take care of.
And its almost people do like disease doesnt exist? Sorry.but it shouldnt come as a shock that a lot of people do in fact have an illness ( minor or severe)
Believe me when I say I WANT THIS TO BE ANXIETY.. but how do you know??
Thats what asked here . I found a plausible explanation about my palpitations and spasms. DO I know its absolutely benign? NO, but the explanation I got was sufficient to believe I wouldnt die from it that easily
Now I have another symptom that isnt met with an answer by my doc so I tried to find my answer by asking here to RLR. What else can I do on this forum? We all have questions and keep asking new ones if something comes up.
And still , I can take silent hints, it feels that I shouldnt keep asking my question cause I dont listen and dont believe that I might have anxiety or nothing serious is going on? that hurts !
Like I said I really want it to be anxiety but past experience has made me a bit cautious.
Its all I ask..please explain to me why my body burn symptoms over my whole body pain intensity 3 a 4 on scale of 10) a bit of heavy and slightly aching joints (wrist..knee leg and upperarm, back) rubbing anything against my skin gives a reaction of sunburn. you have to really rub it a bit..not only a slightes touch..then no problem. redding skin when pressing on it or leaning is all anxiety or stress?
If i know it IS anxiety alone..then yes..you can start to program yourself it is nothing serious. as long as you dont know, you will always wonder what will never be any good for your anxiety levels.
not wondering about it, is an utopia, people do think and want to survive.
I know it all can sound a bit harsch when just reading the plain words here that i write.. but thats no way near what I want to make clear
I'm just struggling to hang in there with my symptoms and when you feel help lines dissappearing and you still get worse. its not a picknick !